Saturday, January 26, 2019

Chapter 11

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Despite the nagging feeling, Charity came out of the WorldView chamber full of energy. She had survived her second Wizards’ Watch with her self and her Skald intact. She was ready to enjoy her day off.

Dutifully, she paused to review the trainees’ notes. Shaughan wrote in a scrawl that was difficult to read, but Stan’s account was not only neat, it was numbered. Charity expressed her approval and sent them downstairs for breakfast. She made a few quick notes of her own, without any nagging from Sunny. She grabbed the notebook in one hand, grabbed Sunny with the other, and almost skipped out of the workroom, closing the door behind her with a flick of magic.

Charity stopped by her room to grab Heeby Jeeby, and found him guarding a tray of wonderful looking food. Charity scowled. “I was going to take breakfast downstairs today. I thought it might be fun.”

“Oh?” Sunny asked, smothering a yawn. “And what were you going to do when you fell asleep on the table?”

“The way I feel now, I might need an early dinner, but I won’t even need a nap before the meeting.”

“What meeting?”

“The meeting with R’Majesty and the other wizards. Isn’t that today?”

Sunny shook her head. “No, it’s tomorrow. Last year was an emergency session. Today you just get to sleep.”

Charity waved away the thought. “I’ve been planning this day off for moons. I want to go out to the lake. Maybe go for a ride.” She stared down at Heeby Jeeby. “Can you run alongside the horse? I don’t want to leave you behind. I’ve missed you.”

Heeby Jeeby wagged his tail. Though he had a voice box, he rarely used it. But Charity rarely asked for advice, so it all worked out.

Sunny smiled. “Do me a favor. Eat your breakfast, since they prepared it for you. Lay down after, until the second bell. Then everyone will have finished their chores and the horses will be ready for some exercise.”

Charity rolled her eyes. “You didn’t tell the trainees to lay down.”

“That’s because as soon as they finish eating, NeachCook Reglin is going to give them the order.”

“Fine.” Ungratefully, Charity thumped onto the edge of the bed. Sunny exchanged a conspiratorial wink with Heeby Jeeby and left the room.

By the end of the meal, the adrenaline rush was wearing off. Muttering to herself about know-it-all-poets, Charity removed the clothes she had been wearing for the last full day and night and snuggled into bed with Heeby Jeeby. He was surprisingly cuddly for stone.

Charity dreamed of old friends: Deibra and Jaylin and Jernine, other children of the Shadowed Rooster Clan, Reginald, and Heeby Jeeby and Sunny. They were all playing chase around the tower and Charity was it and couldn’t give her power away. However, as frustrating as that was, it was kind of fun to run and scare and laugh. Everyone was aware of her, when she was It. She paused in the race to stretch.

She came out of the dream gently, not yelling the rest of the household awake. She wasn’t quite sure she had awakened, as the light around her was soft and diluted. She stretched again and looked out her window. The stars danced upon the lake and a quick check in the fountain showed a distinct lack of bustle around the tower.

Charity spent a few breaths pouting; what good was a day off if she slept through it?

But it was rather exciting to creep around the tower when no one else was awake. After taking care of physical requirements, she went down to the kitchens, with Heeby Jeeby clunking at her heels, to see if there was something to eat.

There was a whole platter of meat and cheese and bread and crisp vegetables and a lemon meringue pie for dessert. There was a big sign that said, “For the Wizard.” So NeachCook Reglin was taking care of her again.

After stuffing herself full, Charity toured her tower, imagining she was one of the ghosts. Again, she thought of Reginald, a perfectly awful name in Charity’s opinion.

She’d never known more than that, not his birth name or his clan. He had died when he was thirteen from some incurable disease, many years before she herself had arrived at Shadowed Rooster. But ever since she’d heard his story from Jaylin, the ghost of Reginald had been her invisible friend. At least until the day she’d become a wizard.

As she and Heeby Jeeby wondered the tower, Charity could almost imagine Reginald with her again. He was terribly sad she had forgotten about him, happy about the puppy, and a little worried because of something she couldn’t make out. They had never been that good at communicating.

She wandered down to the statues. She had never visited after dark; it seemed like disturbing sleeping guests. But she was determined to have some adventure before her day off was officially over.

The windows were dimmed to reflect the night light, and the hard stone of the inhabitants seemed insubstantial. Among the gray and black shadows, she heard all sorts of whisperings and mutterings, always behind her back and out of her peripheral vision. Heeby Jeeby slunk behind her with his tail between his legs and a stony growl in his throat. Charity enjoyed the slivery slide of fear at the back of her neck, confident that nothing could happen to her because these were just statues and the whispering voices were really her power checking to make sure every binding was still in place.

In the half-light, Charity could make out some of the stone faces she had noticed at MidWinter’s. There was the Familiar. There was the bird. There was the scary snake wrapped around the pillar.

The snake whose head was now lifted away from the pillar.

The snake whose ruby eyes glistened as they stared at Charity.

The snake whose tongue flickered.

A bell rang, Heeby Jeeby barked, Reginald grabbed her arm, and they raced back to the stairs. Charity slammed an extra ward of shielding over the doorway (strangely there was no door) and ran all the way back up to her room, where she sat in front of the fountain until dawn, watching the statues diligently. There was no visible movement, no sound she could hear. By the light of the rising sun, the snake was just stone, its tongue still, its eyes closed.

Huddled under the bed sheets with Heeby Jeeby standing guard, Charity took a nap until her bodyguard fetched her for the meeting with R’Majesty.


Sunday, January 20, 2019

Chapter 10


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Six moons later, when All Fools’ Eve rolled around again, Charity was in her proper place at the proper breath, feeling very virtuous. Skald Sunny stood primly beside her; and the trainees yawned in the proper viewing chairs, with pen and paper in hand.

Heeby Jeeby was asleep on Charity’s pillow.

At the Dark Bell, the wizards met in the WorldView. Still wary about joining the adults, Charity visualized a seat for herself apart from the shadowy figures. Sunny remained silent at her side.

“You’d best shed the reluctance, young wizard. It’ll hold back your power.” The voice was familiar in its malevolency; a young man with dark hair and sharp eyebrows seemed to materialize next to her.

“There were no problems last year,” Charity said primly.

“Last year, you were too scared and too ignorant to hold back.”

“And you’re saying you would have felt differently, had your predecessor never returned from his final Wizards’ Watch?”

The wizard chuckled. “I’m saying this year you have no excuse.”

Charity rolled her eyes and looked away. A mean and disruptive hand seemed to rummage in her brain. “Hey!”

The wizard raised one of his eyebrows as if daring her to stop him.

She glared right into those eyes and tried to imagine reading his mind. All she received was a picture of a tower balanced on a cliff and guarded by three dogs. Annoyed, Charity blinked the picture away and physically shielded her head with her arms.

“That’s one way.” The wizard sat down beside her and turned his gaze to the far wall. “It’s been two years. Why don’t you know your emblems yet?”

“Emblems?” Charity felt bewildered at the unexpected question.

“Emblems. Each tower has an emblem, a symbol, if you will, that allows us to identify each other even if we are not formally introduced. It can also be your first line of defense.” There was another poke into her brain and Charity imagined herself with shield and sword, though the lessons she’d had were so long ago as to be non-existent.

“And so, non-effective,” the nasty voice said. “My name is Denis, by the way.”

“Denis?”

NeachDare Denis d’Highland Corgi.” The intrusive thoughts disappeared when their owner sprang up from the sofa. “You have been drinking! Sliced fool! What in the Blasted Plains were you thinking?”

“Excuse me?” Charity’s voice attained new octaves under the onslaught of disapproval.

Outrage turned NeachDare Denis’ hair orange. “You’ve dampened your power.”

“I’m controlling my power.”

“You’re not supposed to control the power on All Fools’ Day. You’re not even supposed to think on All Fools’ Day. You are the tool. This is the price you pay for your power.”

Charity stood, nose to nose with the other wizard. “The control will dissipate before I really need to use the power,” she said through gritted teeth. “And I don’t see why it matters.”

“You are saturated. You are almost unreachable. You are…” He closed his eyes, opened them again, and said, “You are an idiot.” NeachDare Denis d’ Highland Corgi left as abruptly as he had arrived, a dark ominous thundercloud fading into the chattering shadows of the other wizards.

Charity supposed she should feel guilty, but she didn’t. She just felt bewildered. Why had he come over in the first place? And annoyed. How did he know she’d been drinking? And angry. What, by Destin’s hopefully tangled beard, was an emblem? The emotions flowed like power out of her and toward the WorldView fountain. With the ease of long practice, Charity yanked the flow back, feeling a little smug. The alcohol was not hindering anything.

The sun broke through the darkness, lightening the chamber and officially starting All Fools’ Day. The chattering faded and the falling water of the scrying fountain lit up with little windows of family life as the Clans awoke. There were a few minor accidents as cousins tripped over things or put clothing on wrong, but nothing that required intervention. Yet Charity could still feel something trying to flow from her toward the WorldView. She wondered if that was normal.

“We don’t use power until it’s needed,” said Sunny.

“That’s correct,” said nasty Denis, suddenly next to Charity again. He seemed to be in a calmer mood. “But I’m feeling drained. So are you. We’re leaking power somehow. I don’t suppose you have any stored?”

This time, Charity shut the door to her thoughts by thinking basic magic principals.

“Well, that’s better. But if you do have some extra power, bring it with you when you return from your break.”

“Break?”

“Yes, a break.” NeachDare Denis spoke slowly and condescendingly. “Things are going to get busy in a few breaths, when cousins wake up enough to remember it’s All Fools’. But after the flurry of morning shenanigans, there’s a lull until the fourth bell. From Midday on, we slip out to eat a little something and drink our tea. That’s how we borrow on future energy to get us through the day.”

Charity took a deep breath. “Future energy?”

And Denis’ calm shattered, visibly, tinkling like glass around them. “Look, I don’t have the time, or the present energy, to teach you the basics right now. Why don’t we arrange to meet a halfmoon from now and I’ll tell you all about it?”

Skald Sunny taught me the basics,” Charity said suspiciously.

NeachDare Denis cast his eyes toward the unseeable heavens. “By the Unmentioned, I’m not going to eat you. You’re what, fourteen, fifteen years old? You are a ward of R’Majesty, may she live a long, prosperous and extremely healthy life. I value my power and my head upon my body here upon this land. I’m not going to do anything untoward. Bring your trainees, Acting NeachDare d’Shadowed Rooster. Bring your Familiar. Bring your Savant and a Herald and your Skald, for the sake of us all. Then you will both know what she hasn’t taught you yet. Meanwhile, when it’s your turn to take a break, bring some magic. And drink your tea!”

NeachDare Denis d’Highland Corgi whipped away so fast there was thunder. Charity looked at Skald Sunny. “Care to tell me something?”

The Skald was watching the inside of her head. “I don’t know. Do you care to tell me anything?”

Charity sealed her lips.

Sunny quirked an eyebrow, but only asked, “We do have that tea, don’t we?”

“Yes. Acting Savant Deibra found a new supplier and purchased enough for the whole conclave here. It’s marked and distributed throughout the house, and I put a magic seal on each jar.” Charity debated for a breath and decided to risk it. “What is going on with…?” But she was too late. A scene enlarged on the WorldView and all attention was turned.

An heir thought it would be funny to serve rotten eggs at breakfast. The father of the family, a real fussbudget of a housekeeper, was so angry, he like to have killed the child if the wizards hadn’t given a little nudge. Instead, the poor thing had to walk around all day in her brother’s clothes, following his daily routine, while he wore her sword and was a general nuisance. From her behavior, the heir would have preferred to be dead. That scene set the tone for the younger generation; many siblings switched clothes and ranks and responsibilities for the day, either by choice or by punishment.

The theme for the adults was more virtuous. Or less so. As the sun rose, so did dissatisfaction. Princes chafed at their chastity ribbons; Templars thought about abandoning their vows; first year brides ran into old friends, often literally. Not to mention long married couples glancing at new scenery. Preventative measures included everything from a mysterious rainfall to the appearance of a wall between two previous enemies.

Charity wasn’t sure how she felt about the interventions, as there were plenty of times she’d wished she had the courage to simply say hello to a boy, much less kiss him. She found herself envious as she watched an obviously mismatched pair strain to meet lips through a thick iron fence.

NeachDare Denis d’Highland Corgi waved at the fountain and the scene faded back into the millions of other water drops.

“It would have dissipated on its own,” said Sunny softly.

NeachDare Denis shrugged.

“Don’t worry about him, dear,” said the wizard with the ever so cultured voice. “He’s just prickly because he doesn’t like to admit how easily men can be seduced.”

“It certainly didn’t look like the woman was fighting the attraction,” another female wizard said wryly.

“Neither of them was operating under full mental capacity,” said NeachDare Denis stiffly.

“You can believe that if you wish,” retorted the honey voiced wizard.

“Marchah,” NeachDare Denis growled.

Skald Sunny inserted herself between the bristling presence that was NeachDare Denis and the sticky one that was NeachDare Marchah. “This is neither the time, the place, nor the subject. Let us continue with the next case.”

There was no response. For a breath, Charity feared the wizards would consume the Skald, so intent were they on their personal battle. She slipped a shield around Sunny (learned during the magic duels) and caused it to flare. “Gifted, your attention, please.”

Dares Denis and Marchah separated, but there was a feeling almost of malice in the air. Charity searched surreptitiously and found nothing but tempers.

Before the break, there were two more confrontations between wizards in the WorldView, nasty sniping that could have resulted in blows. Sunny kept the peace by providing a distraction, and Charity kept an eye on the fountain, ready to call attention to need. Luckily, not all the wizards where affected. There were other calm voices to distract, confuse, or soften the arguments.

The mid-afternoon break was most welcome. And if she hadn’t been playing good little wizard, Charity would have refused to return to the battlefield. “I may not know everything I need to know,” she grumbled to Sunny, “but I do know we’re supposed to be helping. I didn’t get up mid-night just to break up fights between cousins who are so superior to me.”

“No, you got up mid-night because that’s the job and you don’t have any excuse not to know that this year. But the malice is just as likely to strike the Gifted as it is to strike anyone else.”

“I thought we were shielded!”

“The Gifted never had to shield inside the WorldView before.”

“How do we help others if we’re under attack?”

“Inside or outside the WorldView, the job is to fix things and not let them get too out of hand.” Sunny shrugged. “I don’t have a better answer than that; we’ve never needed one.”

Charity took a deep breath, swallowed the last gulp of tea, and put her cup down with a determined thump. “Now I understand why there’s a day off.”

After the breaks, the wizards where much more civil to each other. Well, polite anyway. A nasty cold politeness, to go with the nasty cold arguments that erupted all over the Nation. Arguments about the morning’s activities, about respect, about uncooked food or uncared for livestock. Arguments about fairness and sharing and what really happened to that toy last year? Arguments about the color of the grass and the smell of the sun.

It required some tricky work to dilute the malice enough so couples and families and communities agreed to wait, or stomped off in a huff, before they made lasting and regrettable decisions. The wizards couldn’t actually control the minds of the Clans -- that would be unethical even on All Fools’ Day. However, they could distract, or soothe, or at times incite additional fury, whenever it seemed the gauntlet was about to be thrown.

The nights’ work resulted in many cousins retiring early, which left the exhausted and annoyed wizards nothing much to do except diligently not pick fights with each other. And wait to see if another shoe would drop.

Strangely, nothing truly menacing happened, either within or with-out the WorldView.

As the sun rose again and scenes in the scrying fountain dimmed, Charity pushed Sunny out of the viewing chamber; she was not taking any chances this year. Before she followed, Charity stared at the malice meter on the bottom of the fountain. The meter was colorless, completely empty, but the chamber felt like something had been left undone.

“Hoping for one more problem?” asked NeachDare Denis d’Highland Corgi, still full of nasty.

Charity just shook her head and removed herself before she did some sniping of her own. She planned to recheck the shields of her tower. And of the land around her tower. And the water around the land. Just because the malice hadn’t struck on this day, didn’t mean it wouldn’t later, when they weren’t expecting it. After all, it was malice. She would not be surprised to find they had lost track of it somewhere.

Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Chapter 9


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A halfmoon before MidWinter, Stan and Shaughan went back to their families for their MidWinter Trainee leave. While Charity worked overtime to finish the last desperate requests of Clan Vithavre a’Tailtiu, the living areas of the tower underwent a flurry of decoration. Then, as was the custom, most of the staff went to their respective homes the night before MidWinter’s Eve. With such reduced household, dinner was served in the kitchen, and Charity renewed her acquaintance with the NeachCook and his granddaughters.

NeachCook Reglin d’Shadowed Rooster had a wizened face and the body of a guard. His voice boomed out over everyone, and he was respectful but not subservient. Jaylin and Jernine were bright and cheerful, as Charity remembered them, and just as easy to feel comfortable with as their grandfather.

The NeachCook had never felt the need to pussyfoot around anyone, and had always treated Charity as he treated his granddaughters (except he didn’t swat her backside when she gave him lip). So she wasn’t surprised when, as soon as the meal was finished, NeachCook Reglin tilted back his chair, sent a sideways glance at Acting Savant Deibra and said, “Now that I have you in my kitchen, Honored, and before I have to ruin our next dinner in vexation, I would like to make a complaint.”

Charity laughed at his formal phrasing. “NeachCook, I have been complaining for a year and a half. Please feel free to join in.”

“It’s the critters, Honored. Feathers, scales, fur and whiskers. When I’m not tripping over one, the girls are rousting another out of the stores. Now I don’t mind animals…”

“…in their place,” chorused the granddaughters.

“But in the kitchen, the only place for an animal is in the pot or on the chopping block.” And he looked at Charity with expectation.
“Hmm. Mixed stew sounds good,” she said lightly. After her formal decree, she hadn’t been plagued by any animals, but she wasn’t surprised they were still around. She rested her chin in her hand and looked at Deibra.

“But you have to have a Familiar!” the Acting Savant wailed.

“Where is it written?” Charity whined back, falling into the old playful pattern.

But Acting Savant Deibra was not playing. For an answer, she whipped a book out of her pocket and smacked it onto the table. It was titled The Handy Wizard’s Secretary’s Rule Book. With a smirk, she slammed open the cover and flipped to the second page, which read as follows:
A Wizard Must Have a Familiar. This Means You. If the wizard does not have a familiar, with whom is she going to argue?  Who is she going to turn into a toad whenever she is angry? On whom is she going to practice other, not so considerate, spells? Who is the cousin who sees her most? If you have to look in the fountain to find the answer, quit now.
Triumphant, Deibra folded her arms and sat back in her chair.

Charity stared at Deibra, humor gone. “But I don’t…”

Deibra pointed at the page.

Charity turned to Sunny. “But seriously, I can’t…”

Sunny put her hands up and backed away from the table. The NeachCook and his granddaughters had already found something else to do.

Charity whispered to Deibra. “Do you know how unfair you are? Isn’t it enough I’m trying to train wizards, now I have to train a Familiar also? I’ll pick something, and it will die of neglect or I will turn it into a statue and then you’ll push something else on me and something else on me. You’re going to make my life a misery just because you’re afraid I’ll turn you into a frog. When have I ever threatened you?”

“Every dawn since All Fools’ 2513,” was the unfeeling reply.

Charity blinked back the sudden tears and wished, for the first time, that she were a mature, magical wizard, and not a fourteen-year-old girl trying to express something intangible while formally losing her best friend. “You are a terrible and stinking liar,” she said quietly to Deibra, “and I’m sorry I’ve been much too preoccupied trying to tame my power to see all the problems it has been causing you. Do you wish me to release you from your post?”

“Oh, you’d like that, wouldn’t you? Then you’d have no one who would remember you as you were before.” Deibra crossed her arms over her chest. “No. I’m staying right here. I have worked just as hard as you have. You need to find a Familiar.”

Charity stiffened her spine and her voice. “Very well. If it will make you feel more comfortable, I shall give you this MidWinter gift and take a Familiar. I will even try to keep it in a usable fashion until MidWinter next.”

Charity turned to Sunny, who was loitering by the stove. “Please make sure all the animals are gathered. Tomorrow morning, after they have been fed and groomed, release them. The first to find me shall be my Familiar.”

And she walked out of the room.

Charity sat vigil until morning, using the WorldView to peruse the different nooks and crannies of the tower. When she saw Sunny guiding a crowd of animals from their pens, Charity crept to the statue room. Everyone knew it was her favorite place. She could repose there out of sight and still be easily discovered. Unmentioned forbid she actually really try to hide from something she did not want.

She wandered, waiting, wrapped in her solitude as much as the statues were trapped in theirs.

They really were creepy. Eyes watching and peering and staring, usually with fear wrinkling their mouths and eyes. They did not like being observers, waiters, hidden from the world in a cold and friendless place. Prisoners.

Charity shivered and bowed slightly to the statue she was regarding. It was probably just a fancy, but if there was a cousin stuck inside there, she did not want to be thought rude.

Though one or two of the statues had their hands up shielding their eyes, none looked like they were surprised. They all stood on similar disks, with names and dates carved upon them. Just a name, no title. Just one date, most often from the 2400s.

There were some animal statues as well. The old Familiar had a place of honor on a high shelf, with a blue pillow and a bowl ready for cream. Charity sneered at it. Not even for Deibra would she reanimate him.

There was a bird on another shelf, thankfully out of sight of the Familiar.

A strange snake gave her a fright; it was twined tightly around a stone column, and seemed to be watching her with intent. It took a breathless moment to realize its eyes and tongue were ruby. Which somehow did not lessen the heart pounding shivery feeling.

And there was a puppy. The cutest puppy. It had big, floppy ears of dark stone, and a marble white muzzle. It had huge feet and a short tail. There was no pedestal, no date for this little creature. It sat forgotten in a little stone doghouse. Charity knelt and petted it. This would be a Familiar worth having. It wouldn’t make a mess, it was already a statue, and every orphaned girl deserved a puppy.

She lifted him up and snuggled him, making little girly noises as one does whenever we see a baby animal. Then she curled up with him on a window seat, in full view of whatever animal would come in search of her, and took a nap.

When she woke, the sun was going down and there were no live animals around her. Relieved, giddy, Charity lifted Heeby Jeeby in her arms and trotted back to the kitchen.

Deibra was frantically sobbing with her head on the kitchen table; NeachCook Reglin had an arm about her, patting and soothing. Charity paused, but she had fulfilled Deibra’s demand in a way that made Charity happy, so she felt she could put aside her grudge and return to being friends. With that thought, Charity stepped into the kitchen. “What’s wrong?”

Deibra jumped up. She started forward, arms outstretched. Then she saw the stone dog nestled in the young wizard’s arms. Deibra threw up her hands, turned around, and sank back into the chair.

“She’s been worried about you,” said NeachCook Reglin quietly. “You weren’t in your room this morning; in fact, you weren’t anywhere. Your morning cry was absent.”

“And then you bring that… that…” Deibra stuttered.

Charity blinked slowly. “But I said the animals had to come find me. I thought that implied I wouldn’t be in my room. I waited and waited. I fell asleep waiting. But the only animal I encountered that seemed free to be a companion was this puppy. I named him Heeby Jeeby.” She grinned as she lifted him. “He’s perfect, don’t you think?”

“It’s not real and it doesn’t count!” Deibra shouted.

Acting Savant Deibra, I think this has gone far enough…” started the NeachCook.

Deibra whirled on him. “No, it hasn’t. She’s just being willful as usual, poor little wizard with no one to love her. Nothing has gone right, not one thing, since she got all that power, and this is one thing that’s going to go right.” She whirled around again to stare at Charity. “My life was turned topsy-turvy just as much as yours. This one thing you will do my way.”

Charity straightened her spine, lifted her chin, and replied stiffly and formally. “As you desire, Acting Savant d’Shadowed Rooster, so it shall be. I require a witness.”

A Herald appeared beside NeachCook Reglin, with a little flash of light and a light trumpet fanfare. “I will witness.”

Charity turned to the north and held out her arms. “I wish this stone puppy, recently promoted to Familiar, named Heeby Jeeby, to have what power and mobility and tools he needs to be able to act and communicate in the fashion that Acting Savant Deibra d’Shadowed Rooster requires.”

They waited, not looking at each other, as a light beamed down upon the stone puppy. A spectral voice muttered to itself about tails and voice boxes, then said, “One stone Familiar. As you desire, so it shall be, Cousin.” And the white light vanished and Heeby Jeeby’s tail began to wag creakily.

Charity turned to the Herald, who nodded. “It has been witnessed.” She vanished also.

“Please send supper to my tower, NeachCook Reglin,” Charity said in a tone worthy of R’Majesty. Then she turned tail and went, voluntarily, to her workroom. There, by virtue of the WorldView fountain, she and Heeby Jeeby sat and watched other wishes come true with more clapping and laughter than had been heard in Shadowed Rooster for two years. The puppy snuggled in Charity’s arms and licked her tears away with a sandpaper tongue.

Sunday, January 13, 2019

Chapter 8


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While Charity is snuggled comfily in her bed, for once anticipating happy dreams, let us pause for an educational dissertation. We’ll title it “How does one become a wizard and what does a wizard do? Really?”

Contrary to myth and story, wizards do not sit in their towers and watch the world, making judgments and hatching plots. They contribute to the Families, just like the rest of us, by using their energy in the service of the Nation.

Perhaps you remember the avalanche in 2507, where two hundred cousins had to be evacuated, their lands cleared, and homes rebuilt before they could return. Wizards, Templars, and healers handled the brunt of that work. Assisting in disaster situations is the price the Gifted pay for having supernatural power.

All other services, however, are provided to the Nation for the express purpose of balancing the needs of the tower. Oh yes, there are needs in a tower. A wizard’s household goes through a lot of boiled linen in a halfmoon, if you remember. And in order for cooks to cook and guards to guard, they need food and shelter and security. And of course, there are the spell ingredients, which don’t (usually) fall from thin air.

Thus, when Mathan Sara needs help clearing the rocks from some land, she submits a request. Or, more accurately, her secretary does. The power loves telekinesis, so those rocks move almost too fast. But she still contacts us every year.

When the local Tavern wants to have flashing lights at an event, they contact a wizard.

When LeSire Fremont wants his son to stay indoors for a halfmoon, he asks a wizard.

If you ask the right wizard, you can get almost anything.

Charity was not that wizard. From day one, there were things she would not do. Even after she came to terms with her forced career, these rules remained in place: Shadowed Rooster would not kidnap anyone and would not rescue anyone kidnapped; those were political issues and Charity did not do politics. Shadowed Rooster would help mend armor but would not enchant it. Shadowed Rooster would only attempt to affect the weather if there was danger of drought or drowning, and then, only with R’Majesty’s approval. And there would be no killing, poisoning or maiming. Well, except for the one case where someone wanted a temporary maiming for a costume party.

Yes, yes, I know what you’re thinking. If you had the power, you would do all that and more. You would build mountains and blow up bridges and smite your enemies, and all would tremble before you.
Except you would not, unless you were a natural wizard.

A natural wizard is one who is born with new power and can indeed do pretty much anything she wishes. A natural wizard is someone who will be great, in which case the Nation is in big trouble because it needs such a great wizard; or that wizard will be nasty, in which case ditto. A natural wizard is very rare; and for this, we give thanks. I know you all have been affected by the Nameless Son, either personally or through your elders, so you know whereof I speak.

For the rest of the Family, becoming a wizard is just like any career: apply for training, survive training, and become Entitled. Entitlement requires an oath to use your skills only for the purpose for which those skills were bestowed, and only in the service of the Family. Hence, no smiting.

Of course, you can’t train a wizard hopeful without giving her some power. And, as we have seen, a wizard can turn you into something unpleasant with the blink of an eye. (They’re not supposed to, but they are human). So how does one keep the balance of power with a wizard trainee who is still just a young thing likely to make mistakes or abuse her power?

The same way one keeps any trainee in place. Treat them affectionately, only take half of what they say seriously, make sure you always have something for them to do, and place limits upon them. For example, a wizard trainee can only use power under the teaching wizard’s direct supervision and only, unless some emergency threatens, in the workroom.

But most importantly, any trainee deemed unworthy of the power will find herself stripped of it. Up until the very night a cousin is entitled, the power could simply decide not to work and fade quietly away.

Yes, you heard correctly. The power decides.

This proof that the power had its own mind did not make Charity any more comfortable in her position, nor any less resentful of the burden of that power. Nor any less hopeful that the power would someday find her unworthy. Which made finding the right trainee doubly important.

So, how does one find a trainee or two? Preferably trainees who like power and appreciate it and want to use it. And trainees who don’t mind answering to a fourteen-year-old girl who had no idea what she was doing. And trainees who won’t make said fourteen-year-old girl feel more slow and stupid than she felt already.

One asks her secretary, as Charity did the morning after her naming. And just that easily, Acting Savant Deibra produced a request for young but exuberant, friendly, smart and, most of all, tough cousins who were interested in learning magic. The advertisements were posted in the Inns and Temples around the Nation, as well as read out on the daily news for one halfmoon. Applicants responded by sending letters of interest to the Tower.

A ton of introductory letters. And despite the fact that Shadowed Rooster had more magical requests than could be filled daily, Sunny insisted Charity spend every afternoon on the applications. “Life,” said Sunny, “is about more than just power.”

“Like cats,” said Deibra. “Or turtles.”

The letters were sifted through and sorted into three groups – “Will work”, “No opinion”, and “Not while I live in this tower”. Charity was picky and particular, and still the pile of possible candidates was a hefty one. Sunny and Charity stared at each other in consternation, not quite sure what to do next.

Deibra said, somewhat tartly, “Perhaps the Acting NeachDare d’Shadowed Rooster should ask her Familiar what to do? That is one of the Familiar’s jobs, after all - to offer sound advice.”

“If only it were less superior sounding advice. Understandable advice. Perhaps compassionate advice,” Charity muttered. Nevertheless, she went down to the statue garden and reanimated the cat with the big mouth.

The cat actually looked approving. “It’s about time. If Destin had the foresight you have, we would not be in this tangle in the first place. Not that he ever listened to me, any more than you do. I don’t know why I bother.”

“Because that, according to Acting Savant Deibra, is your job,” said Charity nastily.

“So,” Sunny added hastily, “we were hoping you would impart your wisdom. What is the best way to test the applicants and discover who will be a good trainee for Shadowed Rooster?”

The cat flicked his tail gracefully as he listed the appropriate steps. “First, you contact the Palace at Tara and reserve one of the Truth Chambers.” Flick. “Second, you send a reply to the applicants you have not rejected, requesting them to meet at the Palace on a specific day.” Flick. “Third, on that day, you request the Truth Chamber to identify applicants who are serious about becoming wizards and who will serve the Nation in the best and highest form. The ones who do not make the cut, you dismiss.” Slash, flick. “Fourth, you give a little of the power to each of the remaining applicants and let them play with it.” Flick. “Fifth, you interview each remaining applicant, and retrieve the power to see how it melds with your power.” Flick. “Sixth, you decide which applicants you like best. You can train up to five cousins. But each tower may only have two additional wizards, so if you choose more than two trainees, it’s customary to let the extras go after a year.”

Charity, who was eyeing the tail with intent, went white. “I don’t know if I can handle two trainees, much less five!”

The tail flicked dismissively. “The rest of your household can handle them. You have only to teach. Moreover, be unapproachable, distant, stern, and disapproving, so they will fear you. It’s the only way to keep such young things under control. Of course, I can be of assistance in lectures on power and the proper use of it.” The tail settled gracefully around the stern, unapproachable cat.
Charity managed to thank him politely, but only because Sunny stepped on her toes.

Two days after speaking to the Familiar, Shadowed Rooster held the power auditions for the applicants who had made it into the “Will Work” category. After the round in the Truth Chamber, there were still many good candidates, which made Charity feel better about life in general (though not necessarily her life in general.) She peeked into backgrounds (which Sunny assured her was legal) and eliminated more cousins because of possible future obligations or the way they treated their siblings. That still left twenty young cousins Charity would have enjoyed getting to know better.

Twenty cousins to gift a little power and schedule another meeting for the next day. Twenty cousins to retrieve power from while Sunny made conversation and asked inane questions, like what kind of tree they would be, if they could be a tree. (Which is more pertinent than you would think, considering what a wizard can do.) Twenty little snippets of power to analyze; twenty first impressions to remember; twenty names rolling around in her head.

Happily, it took Charity very little thought to choose among the twenty, because the flavor of the power was most pleasant after two applicants, Stan and Shaughan.

Stan neAnicheyStrahan a’Tara was the son of two Heralds; thus, he wasn’t promised to a future, nor required to marry to maintain the family land. Growing up in the palace made him very familiar with Tara and not over-awed by those born to their titles. His essence had the flavor of studious hard work and a general love of experimentation, which translated to Charity’s fourteen-year-old brain as fun.

Shaughan neJensinyGrover d’Flaithbheartaigh a’Amaethon had bright colors and nice smells and something warm and fuzzy, which Charity later learned was a good heart. Shaughan was a third daughter and thus, also free to follow her own destiny. Even if her sisters perished untimely, as Mathan Marla’s had, there were plenty of women available to take possession of the land for which Gardner Jensin was responsible.

The chosen two were given a halfmoon to pack and bid their families farewell. The remaining applicants were told thank you, given a treat with a token from the tower, and sent on their way.

The halfmoon before the trainees arrived was a long one for Charity. Her power was back to full force, as was her morning cry, and she thought if she had to deal with it for much longer, she’d turn the whole place into statues and run away. Happily, there was plenty to do. After All Fools’, the request list was very long -- there is nothing like having your son break into the guards’ barracks and pilfer breastplates to make you decide you need a better door. And a security system. And a birch rod that would wield itself.

As soon as they were settled, Charity put Shaughan and Stan to work. 

First, she gave them some power. Second, she taught them how to cast the statue spell. And how to undo it. (It was only fair.) Third, the trainees practiced the statue spell on the big-mouthed cat, because ever since Charity had taken its advice, it had become snottier. She was happy to let Stan and Shaughan change it back to solid stone.

As a direct result of that action, Deibra began bringing animals to the dinner table. The owl was amusing, since all he did was sit in the corner and turn his head upside down. The long-legged dog was annoying because she would shy away every time someone clanked something. But when the iguana crawled into her noodles, Charity decided she had had enough. “I do not require another Familiar at this time,” she said firmly to the little lizard. “And if another animal appears at the dinner table without being broiled, baked, fried, stewed, or covered in pastry, there will be a change in the menu.” Which took care of the extra guests. At the dinner table anyway.

The trainees’ jobs mainly consisted of watching and taking notes as Charity dealt with the daily requests. However, as soon as Stan or Shaughan proved they understood something, Charity let them try it.

When they weren’t earning their keep, there was the other assignment from the Danu -- figuring out how to seal up all the little cracks in Shadowed Rooster’s shield, so even a small, non-offensive spell could not get through without permission. Here, Charity’s lack of years and experience was actually a blessing; neither she nor the trainees had any shyness about putting forth ideas for fear of feeling silly. Imagining the many improbable ways the enemy could penetrate became a game that evolved into magic duels, which were very good for working out aggression. And for finding new (usually accidental) ways to do things. Stan and Shaughan and Charity became comfortable with each other; Charity occasionally joked; and the shields around the tower became so solid, cousins had to push a little to exit or enter the property.

Best of all, Charity’s morning cry became a little less forceful. Sunny spent a moon being smug that having trainees helped Charity so much.

Charity did not contradict her. Her power had settled to a dull roar. She was really learning how it worked, how it felt, and therefore how to control it, and that was the main goal, wasn’t it? She didn’t feel as pressured. She didn’t feel like everyone -- including the many wizards who had ruled Shadowed Rooster before her -- were watching every move and criticizing most of them.

But she did feel a little guilty. Sunny joked about blessings, but Charity knew that, like miracles, some blessings had more plebeian explanations. And when all else fails, a cousin must take care of herself.

Saturday, January 12, 2019

Chapter 7


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“I don’t want to be a wizard!”

See everyone frozen in place, staring up at the ceiling. Even the rooster, in his yard, looks confused.

See the NeachCook shake his head and assemble the tray. See him pushing the Server toward the hall. For once, the Server’s steps are not cocky or sure as he climbs the large curving staircase and tentatively opens the door to the young wizard’s room.

Hear the Server break the cardinal rule. “Honored, are you feeling all right?”

See the young wizard blink in astonishment and flick the statue spell automatically. Asking questions before breakfast is not allowed.

She let the Server stay a statue long enough to realize it, then flicked her fingers again. Strangely, the Server seemed reassured; his cheerful manner returned, and he practically skipped out the door.

The wizard glanced toward her fountain. She knew, with the certainty of teenage paranoia, that cousins (most likely the Danu) used the fountain to spy on her. Maybe she could use is likewise, to see what was happening in her tower.

Daringly, she rose from her bed, stood before the fountain and waved her hand as if entering the WorldView. Obligingly, the water turned opaque. Since Server Massi had been the last cousin in the bedroom, she focused on him; the fountain reflected his actions as he raced down the hall and entered the kitchen with a jump and a slide. “She’s fine,” he said at the top of his lungs. “She turned me into a statue and everything.” The kitchen staff reacted with amused relief.

The young wizard banished the scene with a wave, sat on the edge of her bed and dug into her food. Of course, she was fine. Wizards don’t get sick. The very nature of the power refused to allow strange germs into the body. It destroyed them, zap zap zap.

She giggled at the thought of power waging war on germs.

Then she stared at herself in the fountain. She never giggled. She didn’t even smile until noon. Noon meant the day was half over, only a few more bells until sweet oblivion. Regardless of what Server Massi thought, she was not herself this morning.

See the young wizard drop her plate and run out the door.

Even as she ran, she flicked her fingers here and there -- tilting pictures, changing plants, lighting the ceiling sconces. Every single item responded as she desired. What she targeted was affected; what she willed was enacted. Her power, usually flowing ahead of her and affecting things randomly, was manageable, in control. In her control.

The young wizard had learned, over the past year, that miracles only happened on Midwinter’s Eve, and even then, rarely to wizards. So this control was not a miracle, nor a granted wish. This had a realistic, plebeian, magical or scientific cause. But what was it?

She slammed through the workroom door and turned to Skald Sunny. The sight of the brunette perched in her usual place on the table made the young wizard remember everything else that had happened yesterday, including the fact there was going to be a naming. And possibly trainees. So many changes. Was that why the power was under her control? Because she was happy? But that made no sense, because to be truly happy, she had to be without power.

The Skald looked up, and the young wizard held up her hands and made butterflies to dance on the air. “How am I finally controlling it?”

“It’s the drink, Honored.”

“No. What? But I didn’t drink that much. I never even had the urge to dance on the tables or wear strange apparatus upon my head.”

“Just because you don’t feel impaired, doesn’t mean you’re not. That’s the danger of alcohol.”

“Impaired? Impaired means out of control. But I’m not. It’s not! Look!” The butterflies bunched and looped until they looked like the petals of a child’s flower. “I could not do this last year.”

“And I hope you’ll be able to do it again,” said the Skald calmly. “However, it is still outside control, not inside control. It is still dangerous because you don’t know how your power is going to react when the control fades.”

The young wizard threw up her hands; the butterflies stayed in formation. “I never know how the power is going to react. Do you understand that? Never. It’s a whirlwind and I’m just along for the ride. It chose me, it rules me, and it allows me to be the face that’s presented to the world. This is the first time it has followed my will without struggle and to the letter.” The young wizard pointed dramatically. “I could remove a single fuzzy hair from your head!”

Sunny clapped two hands to the top of her scalp. “I sincerely hope you will not try. You think you’re in control now; you think everything is smooth and fine and wonderful. But when the drink no longer buffers you, you will be out of control again. And you cannot predict when that will be.”

“I am used to experimenting with the power,” the young wizard said stubbornly. “I am used to making notes about what works: which words; which herbs; which hand wiggles; which direction to face. I can experiment with how long the alcohol affects my power. Maybe different types will affect my control in different ways. Maybe…”

The Skald hopped off the table and risked her life by stepping close and putting her hands on the wizard’s shoulders. “Maybe you will listen to me, please. False control is not the answer. Practice is the answer. It just seems more difficult because you are so young. Because you didn’t have any training. Speaking of

“No!” the youngest wizard interrupted. “No. Control or not, no trainees until I get my name. I don’t care. Today is my day off. I remember that if I remember nothing else from yesterday’s meeting. The leash is off and today I get to relax, and you said I could find a name. I want a name!”

“Of course!” Shaking her head at teenage mood swings, Sunny pulled a piece of paper from her vest pocket. “I have taken the liberty of making a list of different places to gather inspiration from. And I asked Deibra to join us.”

“I hope she’s bringing more food,” the wizard grumbled. “I didn’t finish mine.”

Food did indeed arrive with Deibra, and for the rest of the morning, Skald, wizard and Acting Savant peered through records and logs; they looked up historical cousins and great wizards and warriors; they even contacted the Scholars for the most and least popular names of the last twenty years. They consulted astrologists and Templars; and they took suggestions from the family at Shadowed Rooster. They went down among the statues, looking at their features and their names; they returned with the eerie feeling that the statues had been scrutinizing the live cousins as much as the living had been scrutinizing the stone beings.

The young, still nameless, wizard did find the cat Familiar and stick her tongue out at it.

But at the end of the day, nothing seemed to ring true to the young wizard’s heart. “Maybe I am the Nameless One, reborn. And I am doomed to wander nameless, and therefore friendless, until I pass into Memory.”

Sunny fixed a stern eye upon the morose wizard. “The Nameless One had a name. We merely do not speak it so he need not be tied to his past deeds, but be reborn afresh.”

“Maybe I’m his daughter, then. After all, I have no known parents.”
“Your parents are known,” Sunny said patiently. She pointed to the WorldView fountain. “Everything is known. We could find out who your parents were if we had to.”

Sunny stood up, stretched, and went to the table still holding the afternoon tea. “But that is not the issue. If you are the daughter of the one we do not name, you are still not responsible for his deeds. If you are he reborn, then that is to improve and redeem yourself, and still has nothing to do with your name. We do not search for who we were, merely for who we are.” Sunny dropped a sugar cube into her cup and returned to her chair and the list. “How do you feel about Marguerite?”

“Like I’m swimming in syrup.”

Finally, for lack of anything better, and because it was so true, the youngest and most powerful wizard in the Nation chose to be called Charity. It sounded better than Foundling, as a name, and she owed her life, her tower and her power to her predecessor. May he be busy trying to figure out how to get his tower and power back and still leave her alive. Unmentioned grant it so.

And so, after dinner, with all the household around and a Herald to witness, Skald Sunny a’ Tara shook water upon the youngest wizard, and bound a red ribbon on her forehead, and named her Charity, Acting NeachDare d’Shadowed Rooster, Ainland. And the cousins cheered.